I'm way over it before you did.

Thursday, May 27, 2004

h3yz!!! @i y@, +od@y i$ lik3 @$ +ir3d @$ c@n b3... i r3@lly hop3 +h@+ i c@n go g3n+ing $oon, n3v3r go b4, $+upid right, dunno3 y my p@r3n+$ giv3 bir+h +o m3 $o l@t3... y do i f33l lik3 3v3ry 1 i$ @voiding m3... i'm bor3d of lif3 +h@+ i$ lik3 +hi$... i f33l lik3 giving up li@zzz... @hhhhh, will 1 kind $oul h3lp m3 +o solv3 +hi$ puzzl3... i go+ 1 mor3 "younger $i$" +od@y, bu+ i$ forc3d +o, du3 +o $om3 $+upid childish r3@$on... h@izzz, ok loh, +h@+'$ @ll i c@n $@y, bb di@ry bloggy...

| a simple day. 9:34 AM
-----------------------------------

Saturday, May 22, 2004

h@izzz... why i$ lif3 $o boring... Bu+, +od@y i go+ $om3+hing in+3r3$+ing... +od@y my mum g@v3 m3 @ $urpri$3 $i@zzz $h3 +3ll m3 +h@+ $h3 will b3 bringing m3 +o G3n+ing...haha i n3v3r h@d +h3 ch@nc3 +o go b4, now i go+ i+, i go+ n+h +o wri+3 lia, bb

| a simple day. 1:31 PM
-----------------------------------

Thursday, May 20, 2004

today is definitely not a nice day for me, i had a small litle argument with my fren... While that is not something big for me, wat is worse is that on mon night, i went to the msn, that guy was online, i told him something absurd which i think no one would say that, i told him that i love him online, he told me that he had a little bit of feeling for me, i think that is nth lor, i am a straightforward person wat, so nvm lah, hope no one thinks i am too open, hehe... i am feeling stress loh, hiazzz... i cannot believe myself that i a bit like lesbian a bit like normal, i dun wan this kind of life, i hate it, i wanna get a change, but of course change for the better lah, not worse... i am beginning to hate my CCA a lot, i wanna change but cannot, scared i lose CCA marks... i regret in everything i do loh, including falling in love with this guy, i try forgetting him, but that is like impossible to me, however, i will try hard as not to let down anyone that supports me i guess... Kampatei...

| a simple day. 12:13 PM
-----------------------------------

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

hiazzz, so bored n melting, i jus talk to someone online today, felt better after the talk...there is this guy whom i like but dun dare to say out, even if i dare, he would not be there, how i wish i would get another guy which i like n will be there whenever i need him... this guy is hard to find all the time, he tend to be out all the time, even if he is at home, he would either be sleeping or the phone can't even get through...Sometimes i really am piss off with this guy, but can't blame him, who ask me to like him... My frens give me support, but sometimes think it is not really enough at all... my sch sis is a nice wan, but i seldom talk to her now, since the exams, now the exams r over, i dun really know wat to do, everyday is like a new day but old life...haizzz, dun wanna talk abt it, gtg, bb...

| a simple day. 2:01 PM
-----------------------------------